its scary at the thought that im turning twenty in a month plus time. OMG.

just sitting down in my room can set me thinking on what is gonna happen once i graduate from poly. should i start working? should i head on to fulfill my dream? what should i do?!?!

even when i was washing up just now, i had the random thought on how life would be like once my sister gets married and moves out from here. how long will we meet once? how would life be?
and when its my turn to get married and move out, will i bear to do so? how would life be no longer as a child?

its scary knowing that you are growing up, you have to grow up.....