I have deleted all posts and i am going to restart once again(:

no one may be reading but i shall try and blog about what i feel and stuffs..(:

have been enjoying poly life i guess..busy with projects and what nots..(:
its a new year..i have met awesome people in 2010..and im glad i've met them or rather her(:
an awesome girl who never fails to accompany me till wee hours of the day(:

also, a new year means 1 more year has passed with my dearest boyfriend.
it has been a long and difficult journey..but we made it somehow..we have had many MANY disagreements, many tearful moments, but we still hung on tight together.
things have been very rocky, but i guess that means we still care for each other in our hearts(:

he has been an awesome boyfriend, who has been lovely at times..even though we have very different thinking and mindsets, we are trying hard to compromise with each other. even though he always sides with others, i know deep down he loves me still(:
he always do things which makes me angry, irritated, pissed, upset and disappointed but i have learnt to forgive and probably forget some..
i do hope he'll change for me, for the better..its impossible..but i'll keep on wishing..haha(:
i love this mean ass very dearly, and i do hope we'll walk down the journey together no matter how difficult, tiring and hurtful it is(:
bby, do hang on kay(:

anw, the start of 2011 hasn't been really smooth going in terms of school..having problems with certain things/ people. i do hope it gets better.

sometimes i wonder, am i really the one at fault? am i stressing myself for nothing? am i thinking too much? what is really wrong..its exhausting to find the answers cause it never seems to be there.

sometimes, my small little room with my music is the only thing which is able to make me feel stress free and feel like im in my own world. do you know how nice it is? (:
how i wish i can just block out everything.
how i wish it was only you and me.
how i wish you will always be there whenever i need you.