today was my first lec on my one and only dreaded module, managerial accounting.

and i do hope it wont be as bad as what i expect..i do not want this stupid module to ruin my high hopes of keeping my grades going up!!!! im gonna set my fears aside and study effing hard for this stupid module.

crashed MA lec today, and was in the same lec as rbc and bestie! haha! best combination everrr! and only today did i realise that bestie and me are in the same actual MA lec slot which is tomorrow! hahaha! next week on, we'll be studying tgt again! LOL!

and another module called PDI is a killer. its THE SAME AS D&T. omfg! i thought i'll never have to go through D&T again..but here im back..other than not having to do the actual thing out, i'll have to give a report on the product, do modification, add things, blah blah blah..its stupiddddd~ i suck at calculations and technical stuffs laaaaaaaaaaaaaa..ohmygawddddd..

so far, school's havent been a bitch and i hope i'll survive year 3. i realise that most year 3's timetable only consists of an hour lunch break throughout the whole day! which is 1pm to 2pm! timetable damn chiong la..although i have no school on friday! ^^

i am proud of myself for training myself to sleep early because of school. im effing serious in giving my all for my final year, get my grades up, get good grades for intern (and hopefully good pay), and just get it all over and done with. i've never been this serious in my life before. not even during o levels.

hopefully everything will go on smoothly, and hopefully i make my dreams come true.

hohoho! met up with darling today! :D met at tamp, had lunch, then headed to bugis! was supposed to find some cheap clothes for school, but failed! only found 1 pieceeeee! :(

then headed to PS for daiso! :D then we went our seperate ways as i had family gathering! spent not much time catching up, but it was fun! :D

had a BBQ with rbc, ht and friends at my place on wednesday! was fun! :D

went to USS for the second time on tuesday :D played EVERYTHING! wahahahaha! especially Battlestar! :D love bby so much! and i finally got to go to Candylicious! and bby bought me a damn cute bear as souvenir from there! lazy to upload picture though..hahaha!..

met up with bestie on thursday and we shopped in town! :D she came back from Korea and she got me a whole load of stuffsss!
a whole STACK of face masks, whole STACK of seaweed, letter pad, pen, 2 of the lip glosses i wanted, a small sheep soap bar, and most importantly, A VERY BEAUTIFUL and artistic art piece! lazy to upload pics too!.hahaha! and 2 very touching letters(: awesome bestie! (:

school's starting in 1 day! looking forward, but also dreading..LOL! its so scary..we're already heading into our last year in TP...hopefully i'll survive it! and bby has an extra module! hahaha! poor guysss! LOL timetable seems tiring..but....we'll see..

mommy's re-planning our holiday trip.. :( seems like it gonna be a 10 days trip..
we've been to many many places, that whenever mommy goes to a tour agent, they'll introduce places for us till they have nothing to introduce cause we've been to all the places they introduce..its a funny scenario..

have decided to get a Prada pouch instead of a wallet(: hopefully i wont regret, if not bby will tell me he's right!

i hope the world wont end. there are many things i wanna do before i die.

today has been a busy day. (:

woke up early, and headed to Bukit Timah. went to look at houses with daddy while mommy had her 1 hour facial thingy, then had lunch at Bukit Timah plaza(:
gosh..my mom spends thousands of dollars on her face. her face is her part of her assets! hahaha! luckily i have sensitive skin, can help me save some moneyyy! LOL!

then headed to orchard..it seems to be my family's weekly family outing la..every weekend must go orchard...but i didnt expect them to head down straight from Bukit Timah, so i wore kinda slacked..and complained to bby! and he replied by telling me that i should know that it is a norm for us to go orchard every week. KNN! hahaha!

shopped for Dior, Prada and Burberry bags..but i think mommy will get the Chanel bag instead..how i wish i can be like her! :( :( and, my sister is gonna get a LV sling bag, cause she say her hand itchy, die die must buy something..envy envy envy..haize.. :(

but on the brighter side, mommy's considering getting me a Prada wallet for my birthdayyyyyy! :D but i seriously doubt it will happen la..i'll end up with some random gift again if there isn't any other stuffs.. :(

rushed home, and headed for seafood dinner with aunty and family! once again, food was so so..so i planned my birthday dinner to be at Ellenborough Market at Swissotel again! buffet that comes with durian as a dish too! :D

ohh! i've gotten a new LV wallet!! :D :D :D
so now i have 2 Coach wallet, 2 LV wallet, 1 Furla wallet and card holder and 1 Burberry wallet. Ladies are collecting handbags while im collecting wallets....seems like a waste of money! :( but i dont like handbagssss! :( im considering giving away my Coach wallet and bags..but i doubt parents will allow lehhh..

my birthday's coming soooooon! :D daddy's buying me my LV strap as my present! yayyyy!
bby, you gotta find something else to buy le! wahahahahhahaha!

tonight's gonna be a good night! :D

An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her;
While he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party,
He invited her to have coffee with him.
She was surprised.
But due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop,
he was too nervous to say anything.
She felt really uncomfortable;
She thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter;
'Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still;
he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; Why, you have this hobby?

He replied: 'When I was a little boy,
I was living near the sea and I like playing in the sea.
I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood,
think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much.
I miss my parents who are still living there'.

While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling,
from the bottom of his heart.

A man who can tell out his homesickness,
he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,
has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak,
spoke about her faraway hometown,
her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk,
also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;
he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him! ;
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story,
the princess married to the prince,
then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him,
she put some salt in the coffee,
as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away,
left her a letter which said:
'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie.
This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated?
I was so nervous at that time,
actually I wanted some sugar,
but I said salt.
It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that,
as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..
But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time,
still want to know you and have you for my whole life,
even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is
Not to forget but to forgive,
Not to see but to understand,
Not to suspect but to trust,
Not to hear but to listen,
Not to let go but to HOLD ON.

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

its scary at the thought that im turning twenty in a month plus time. OMG.

just sitting down in my room can set me thinking on what is gonna happen once i graduate from poly. should i start working? should i head on to fulfill my dream? what should i do?!?!

even when i was washing up just now, i had the random thought on how life would be like once my sister gets married and moves out from here. how long will we meet once? how would life be?
and when its my turn to get married and move out, will i bear to do so? how would life be no longer as a child?

its scary knowing that you are growing up, you have to grow up.....